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Episode 142
It was the morning after Atsuko's difficult birthing.
Both Atsuko and her baby were doing fine.
However, for Oshin, it had been a tragic night.
How is she?
If she dies like this, I don't deserve to be forgiven.
Don't talk like that!
The doctor says she can make it.
Stay with her today.
Thank you for all your help during this busy harvesting time.
It's the duty of all the neighborhood
women to come help at a birthing!
Didn't you have another young bride about to give birth?
She sure is a good, hard worker!
I have food and sake for you inside.
I'm sure glad everything went well.
Our lady seems so happy!
There is nothing to really laugh about.
Ryuzo.
How is she?
I brought this in case she was awake...
Thanks for your concern...
I will reheat hers and bring it later.
You eat this.
You must eat,
or you'll get sick, too. Then what would Oshin do?
I know this is very tough on you...
Ryuzo...
What are you smiling about?
Are you awake?
The baby...
It was a baby girl, wasn't it?
I saw her...
Where is she?
Are you hungry?
Tsuneko made gruel for you. She can reheat it.
Bring her to me... I want to see her.
I'll have to give her milk.
My mother is taking care of the baby.
What about milk?
Atsuko's sharing her milk...
Atsuko is all right, too?
Yes.
I'm so glad...
Is it a boy? Or is it a girl?
Don't talk too much. You have to get well.
I'm all right.
Lie down.
I'm fine...
The midwife came?
I was on my way to the main house to ask for the midwife's help.
She took care of you.
I'm so glad...
I can't remember the rest of what happened.
I guess I caused everyone trouble...
I'll get the baby, so just stay still.
What's wrong?
Ryuzo?
Ryuzo!
Stop all this noise!
What are you doing?
We are entertaining the ladies who helped us!
Don't embarrass us!
You are the one who should be ashamed!
Drinking like this when Oshin is suffering.
You call yourself a human being?!
Stop it, both of you! Show some dignity as a man!
You will never know how I feel now...
Atsuko's just fine, but Oshin...
You don't care a bit about her!
It couldn't be helped... It was her fate.
How can you say that!
If I had only been with Oshin...
If only... I hadn't gone to get Atsuko's doctor!
Are you blaming Atsuko?
I can't face Oshin...
I can't tell her the truth about the baby.
She is awake?
She wants to see the baby...
How can I tell her the truth?!
She is in no shape to be told the truth...
I understand... I'll tell her.
This isn't something we can keep from her.
How are you feeling?
Where is she?
Oshin...
I'm sorry to tell you, but the baby was stillborn.
You are still young... You can have more babies.
That can't be...
It's not true!
She was alive... I cut the cord myself.
I wrapped her up in swaddling clothes.
She was warm...
...and her heart was beating.
She was alive...
She was alive, I was so happy!
It's a lie! She wasn't stillborn.
I held her myself! I felt her heart beating...
She was alive.
It's the truth! Believe me!
You fell outside the hut, and Ryuzo found you.
The doctor was here, so he saved you.
We almost lost you, too.
The baby was stillborn...
The doctor said so.
That's a lie.
She was alive...
She really was alive...
By the time I held the baby...
The doctor said the baby was stillborn.
Even if she was alive when she was born...
She didn't make it.
The baby was too small and undernourished.
The fetus hadn't matured. The doctor said so.
I want to see her... Please!
The baby didn't suffer at all. She's gone to heaven...
I'll go see her... I gave her a name, Ai.
Ai as in love... Love for all.
Ai.
I have to give her milk... I know she's hungry...
Oshin!
The baby... I have to go to her!
Ai...
Translation: UTB Channel
Thanks to Avallac'h and XrayMind at D-Addicts.